Everything will be okay !!!!!

if only someone can see, all the pain that is in me, my heart is bruised , i am confused , about this pain no-one does know , it is something i chose not to show , seems like i don't care , while inside i'm cringing from fear , wondering hoping i will wake up the next day , and everything will be okay , wanting to be loved for me , not for who i appear to be , for this disguise i do wear , as a different person i do appear , yet if you look deep down you'll see , i truly am unhappy !!!!!!!!!!!